13082011

we just knew uh.

we knew we are going to be together on that day.

prior to that day, we had a seriously awkward conversation. the one that made me had second thoughts on everything about us. something that made me remember the text you sent a few months ago saying 'i hope you're over me uh'. ahh...those times:(
i seriously had fun on that day.
that particular saturday.
i kept having flashbacks with stuffs happening around me.
i was suppose to be having no-speaking-xh day cause someone was late!
despite that, i still couldn't resist myself not to talk-.- dependent much?!!
headed over to wild honey and ohmyy, the queue was freakin' long!
walked around and we sat down at that corner.
was super contemplated to pass you your surprise 6 or not but somehow, i managed to.
you sat at your corner reading the book i wrote about us while i had to feign ignorance through playing games with your phone. *omg, my heart was pumping like mad!!*

as usual, you didnt say much after reading.
WHYY! dont you ever say anything about any of my letters:((
i wanna know how you feeeeelll!!!
owells, we went to wildhoney after that:)
food and ambience was great!
i mean, its like, whenever there's you with me, it just feels right:)
not to be mushy or what! whenever im like waiting for you or what, my heart still beats like scared like that. the exact same feeling as how we first went out togehter!
i guess whenever i had the chance to lean on you,. i would uh.
your shoulder was just there whenever i need them:)

walked around and everything around town. i guess, i had the feeling that we were gonna be together cause of your actions.
i don't know uhh, but at times, i felt like you were trying to us the opportunity to hold my hand. HAHA. don't know why also! but,owells, we didnt.

until when you were to leave, i told you i'd bounce train just to spend more time with you. thats when the feeling came uh. i could feel your 'feeling' coming.
the day before, you were saying let things come naturally. and i guess at that point, it just did:)

boy, im really glad we decided to do this.
by being together, we have taken a step forward.
a leap of faith.
i know of how you're always saying that you're not ready and all for commitments, how you dont like to be controlled and all.
i get that. i read your horoscope. thats IN you. i cant change that! obviously-.-

army and us.
it'll be a challenge.
it'll be something that'll make us stronger:)
loveyaboy<3